I don't even know where the hell to really start with writing what's going on in my life. It's just long and not worth it right now. I don't really sleep anymore... big shock right? Damn insomnia came back with one hell of an attitude. I don't really have much interest in anything right now. And that's what I think bothers me the most. I read because I know it gives me something to do and I know I love it, and I play games. None of which I really want to be doing. I'm just doing the the acts that I've been doing through the days because it keeps me going. The ghosts in this house are getting worse. One attacked me the other night. I was in the bathroom cause I didn't feel very well and I had the light off, out of the blue this shadow starts creeping across the floor and then it felt like a hand grabbed my leg. Scared the crap out of me. Also every night I'm in my room out of the corner of my eye I see someone standing in my door way but when I look... Nothing there. But if I close my door some one or thing will rattle it. So I don't know what the hell I've done to piss them off or whatever but I wish they would just tell me and get it over with. A friend was supposed to come over today and hang out with me. Yeah right we all know how my friends are. *shrugs* whatever I'm getting used to that.

I don't even have anything else to write, I don't see the point anymore...